Haidi's Followed Works
Into the Abyss of Desolation
Cecily Villarreal's tender age of nine bore witness to a tragic event that few wolves would ever experience. Despite the rarity of such an encounter, her father insisted on subjecting her to the mating ceremony, where an inexplicable twist of fate led her to cross paths with her destined mate, only to have him cruelly ripped away before her very eyes. Now, nineteen years later, Cecily finds herself locked in a silent prison, her voice stolen by the weight of her sorrow.
The loss of her mother a few years prior had left a void in her life, one that the wicked witch cunningly filled, worming her way into her father's heart. The wicked witch and her father conspired to send Cecily to a place she knew would be nothing short of torment—a fate she had resigned herself to, until a fateful encounter changed everything.
Enter Cain, Abel, Grayson, and Silas, individuals whose presence would unravel the preconceived notions that bound Cecily.
Their Little Beauty (MxMxM+) (CG/L)
Briar had no idea that the relationship he was in was unhealthy. Damaging. He could barely tell that everything he was, and wanted to be, had been repressed and kept away by the person he loved more than life.
Or maybe he did know- did see- and just didn't want to acknowledge it. Content to suffer silently if it meant keeping his boyfriend happy.
And what it took for him to see the love he could have, the acceptance he could experience and the freedom he could thrive in, were three people. Three amazing, gorgeous and polyamorous people who used a cheeky fox to sneak their way into his life, a daddy he never knew he needed to break down his walls, and a sadistic dominant to lead him into a lifestyle he had always been afraid of.
And afraid, Briar was. Afraid that the person he became around them, the person he could see himself thriving as... he was terrified that it was all too perfect for someone as imperfect as him.
Briar; a Little lost in a big, cruel world.
(CG/L meaning: Caregiver/Little).
Defiance Against the Wolves
For some, being a werewolf is a fantasy. But for Natalia, things could not be any worse, the sexism and classism within her own family and tribe driving her insane from within. It's about time she stands up for herself, and take her life into her own hands!
*Updates every Sunday at 10:00 pm PST (*Pacific Standard Time)
I will try to be as consistent as possible, although there may be times where I'll have to publish late at night or the next day.
Monster Anthology Volume 1
A creeping horror in the dark. An echoing howl in the forest. A spreading pool of ichor. Shadows stalking the slightest hint of fear. A prowling terror just out of sight. Roiling storms crouching on the horizon.
The following anthology contains Mythic tales of monsters and beasts, and the horrors inflicted upon the innocents in their path. Are you brave enough to crawl into the jaws of a beast?
Be aware of all content warnings provided for each episode.
Find the illustrated version on Gumroad or Tapas. Art by OddDaph and Roxma
Sins of the Father
Book 3 of the series "A Song in the Darkness"
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A lot can change in five years. While things have settled down considerably for Darkwalker Tarriq Zar, the same cannot be said for his apprentice Kellen. Now a young man, Kellen Kaar has moved up in the world. This includes his promotion to Lead Technician for all of Internal Order, with only Tarriq as Senior Technician standing higher in the department. A new job title naturally comes with a whole new set of responsibilities and problems. And at 19 years old, he’s both old enough to be legally liable for the difficulties he faces and young enough to still get overwhelmed by his own hot headedness.
But he’s also haunted by the shadow of his own past. His family name is badly tarnished by the traitorous actions of his father, the extent of whose deceit and corruption are still being uncovered. And his own name is bandied about as someone who parties hard and fights even harder. Not to mention the massive responsibility of keeping tabs on his boss’ emotional well being and continuing to be a vital link between humanity and the Denzai. So when trouble takes a personal interest in him, Kellen finds out precisely how much trouble is entirely too much.
The Academy
Iris has never done things the proper way. Born into a family which the media cannot get enough of, and into a world where there is only 1 option from her to choose, she feels its the only way to show defiance. But her defiance turns to fiery determination when the system inflicts its scars on her family.
She will not stop until she has the truth.
Let the world burn till then.
Parity
While on an archeological expedition, brigands accost Emkay and his employees with offers of 'protection'. Among them is someone who painfully reminds him of his past failures.
It took over fifteen centuries for the world to recover from the cataclysm caused by the extinction of an ancient race known only as the Precursors. Since then kings and emperors have risen and fallen, but the Church of Vhirs remained a stalwart guardian of the legacy of the ancients. In this uniquely crafted realm the hoomin spread wide and far, skillful tehei construct machinery of steam and gear, and elusive tanai tirelessly push the boundaries of knowledge. It is where, when musketeers and pirates clash, arcane powers get invoked amidst the gunfire.
Aramoth is a uniquely crafted reality where supernatural elements of fantasy meet the constraints of physics and is best described as hard science fantasy.
New chapters are usually published on Saturdays.
The Evil God
Rook is the god of evil, darkness, and death. His existence is a curse, his very presence a poison. His love is toxic, and all who make the mistake of loving him meet unfortunate ends, typically by his own hand.
When someone begins targeting Rook by poisoning the main river of the god realm, Rook is annoyed, but not surprised. The list of people who hate him is long, and any one of them could have a grudge.
Unfortunately, the incident is large enough to catch the attention of the king of the realm. Idris, god of light and creation. Rook isn't particularly fond of Idris, for several reasons, and Idris doesn't hold any affection for him either.
So why, just why, has Idris, ruler of the gods, brought Rook, scum of the earth, to his own personal palace for "protection"?
*Note: this work contains mature themes and content, some of which may be triggering for some readers. Please heed the chapter warnings.
Salvage - Vol. 1: Nuts and Bolts (Steampunk/ Gaslamp Romantasy - F/M, M/M)
A Steampunk/ Gaslamp Fantasy Romance set in the industrial revolution era of a fictional world.
Magic, mad science, multicultural ambience, and political intrigue all tightly laced up into one corset and powered by the steam of two romances - one F/M and one M/M.
Intended for mature audiences, 18+.
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All creations carry a trace of the maker's ethereal energy, whether deliberately placed in the magical Artifacts made by the Alchemists, or unwittingly left in the handiwork of ordinary people.
Kazia can feel that energy, in both machines and people. She may not be able to do any of the grand magic other Alchemists can, but give her a damaged machine and she can trace its energy to the problem, and know precisely how to repair it. She does have one other ability. One far more dangerous. One she will never acknowledge, and will never use.
Fleeing her villainous father rather than becoming his pawn, Kazia finds a peaceful life on a farm in a neighboring country, where no one knows that she is the daughter of Prince Gorvan Devratha. But with war looming between her birth country of Valesk and her new home in Caedra, how long can that peaceful life last?
She can be safe in the Caedran capital, among the Queen's Alchemists, but will anyone there trust her – especially the handsome but embittered Lord Kelvaran Meratha, who suspects Kazia's father of murdering his family?
Abrizhen is Kazia's older brother. He does his best to play the role of the Prince's good son and heir, but when tasked with retrieving his wayward sister, he must return to the city he'd called home for many of his youthful years. There he'll have to reckon with his past, and finally choose between the life of a dutiful prince, or the welfare of his sister – and the rekindling of an old flame.
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Content/ Mature warnings are on for:
Gore: Nothing terribly extreme. Some bleeding wounds and broken bits, but all limbs remain attached and all innards remain inward.
Sexual Content: It's not all smut all the time, but there is some. I aim for not vague but also not overly lewd. Smut chapters are labeled NSFW. Chapters with very brief smut or just some torrid making out or somesuch are labeled NSFW-ish. All on-screen depictions are consensual, but there are a few passing references to noncon having happened off-screen (not to any MCs).
Strong Language: One character really loves to swear, and could probably construct an entire monologue with just various inflections of the F word. So, yeah, that's on too.
Other CWs: Dark themes (abuse, trauma, ptsd, depression, unhealthy coping mechanisms). Mostly in discussions of past events, but there are a few scenes that may be troubling to some readers.